First day of my first "real" job today. Well it really isn't that bad. I just wish people I knew wouldn't come to my work. I feel like such a little geek wearing the uniform. For your information, I work at Tim Horton's in my home town of Forest. Meh, it is a job right and I do need money to go to university, since I am not allowed to go until I have enough money to pay for first year. The only thing which bothers me about the work, is the older women who I work with seem to always try to take my tips and such, but I just have to remember that I hopefully won't be their when I am of that age...right?

Have you even woke up on day and found out that a someone you have gone to school for three years and you have never talked to them in you life is completely in love with you. Weird. They don't know anything about you, but they seem to thing that they are in love with who ever you are. Crazy and scary. Also not the greatest, but what can you do.

So, I have offically decieded that boys never grow up as long as they will live. Today my brother, my dad and myself where swiming in my pool when my brother and my dad started to have a noodle fight. Thoes noodles hurt some much when you are hit but one. I think that I got burn from one..erg. So anyways, my dad was going hard core in this fight, and my brother was losing pretty bad so i decieded to go and help him fight. My brother and I were trying our best to just move our dad. It took about ten minutes before we really even got anywhere. Once my brother and I started to win, my dad backed out because we "hurt" his shoulder. Whatever....we all know that it was because he couldn't take losing noodle fight to his two youngest children. All I have to say is child.

Have you ever heard the saying "It is better to love and loss, then to never love at all." Why do I feel like this is the worest standment ever. To love is a great thing, but to love for such a short while and have such a great loss, is unbelieveable pain. When the last thing of your love you remember is your loss, how can it possibly be better to love and loss. I just don't understand how people come up with these things.