Today my mom is making me do the torch run for the Canadian Summer Games throught the town of Forest. I am running with my best friend, well she is rollerballeding and I'm running. It is about a 3-4km run. I don't know how many people are going to be there I just hope it is more than just us two.

Today I went to a birthday party and going away party for a girl how I have knew since SK. We have never been really good friends just little more than acquaitance. Three of my friends and I bought her a sweater my Campus Crew and it each costed us 15.81 and it is really nice. However this girl went to my highschool but never hung out in the same group. My one best friend was acting like she wouldn't even go and talk to then, like she was "too cool". I started to talk and get to know the people. It was borning the first couple of hours but after supper it was really good. Everyone but three people went for a walk down town Forest. We got ice cream and walked back to the girls house. I realised that she and all of her frineds are great people and I would love to hang out with them more. The only reason I don't hang out with them is beacuse of society. I hate society and what it expects you to do and live the way they say, but I don't llike everyone esle does beacuse I will always talk the the "uncool" people unlike some of my friends because I have been the "uncool" and I know what it is like. As a child I still remember one guy how was my borthers friend and he was so nice to me and still is and I hope that people will remeber me as the "nice one" not the person who was "too cool" to take a second of the day to say hi to someone, no matter how they are.

I have two best friends now, I have been best friends with the one from grade 8 and we go to the same school. (just incase she reads and see I didn't menchin her)

After writting my last blog I have relised something. You have times in your life when things change so fast that you can't slow down and that a breath, that is what has happened to me in the last year, which was my first year in highschool. In elementry shcool it was always me and my best friend. We have been best friends since JK. We were never the "most popular" kids in our grade and that didn't bother us at all. We recived the reiligion and acidenic awards my times throughout our school years and we were on all the sports teams. We were always very well like of the teachers, doing special things for them whenever they needed. We were all around good stundents. I've only "gone out" with one boy, when we where in grade 5. My best friend has very gone out with a guy. We are not very "experince" with guys. Don't get me wrong, we have had the best guys friends you could ever ask for just never one to go out with. This year we went to different schools and have stayed as close as we have ever been. I go to high school and not to brag, but I found out that guys think "I'm hot". My sister always told me that this would happend I just never believed her. The girl who was the most popular is not any more. People change in highschool, they say. They come out of their shell and that is very ture. The quiet people I knew are doing some crazy things I never expeted them to do. My old guy friends take to me differently. I even caugh one flirtting with me, which was felt very weird. I would say that the year has improved. I have stayed friends with the people who I wanted to, and meet some very great people, that is why I needed change, but now that summer has came I can finally catched my breath.

Yesterday I went to the Grand Bend Flea Market, and I remeber as a child everyone saying about how cool the fles market is. I think it was my third time ever going to the market and it is one of the most boring places for shopping I have ever been. The places which I saw that were a good plave to shop were the inseces and Sea Jewels, all of the other place were just dumpy. Looking back on this I have relize a lot of things and some people how I thought was or were cool aren't. When you grow up things change and your persectives change on very many things and people. Places which were great are not so great know that I have seen so much better.
The people who I wanted to be, well I don't want to be them any more and come to think of it the only person in the world which I would ever in my mind want to be is my older sister. She is smart, pretty, athletic, and my sister. I guess that is why I look up to her.

Today when I was work we tried to kill time by playing the place game(where someone says a name of a place the and next person has to think of another name but which start with the first place last letter. eg. Calgary, Yukon, Nova Soctia, Algeria........) Jeremy(the guy who I grow up with) and I had to time of a y place and I thought of Yorkshire. Deb the person how I was thining with said that it sounds like a really place so I said it. In the row next to use was Jeremy and his mom, quitly his mom said to Jeremy that she thinks that there is a ral place called that, but Jeremy told her to be quiet and he said I lost. So I get home for work and I ask my mom if there is a real place called Yorkshire and she said that, Yorkshire is where my reliatives on her said came from. So tomorrow I going to work and claming victory over Jeremy!!!

Yesterday I asked my parents if I could go to the movies, so I could see my friends at least once this summer and I really wanted to go, so I asked my mother. My mom was just about to say yes, but then she brings up the fact that she was already in Sarina once today for my borther, so I go and ask my dad. My dad is like, same here, even thought he did got to Sarnia today he just went to our neighbour and helped them out a little. Yes I was mad thatI can't go, but the thing which bothers me the most is that my parents knew that by letting me go to St. Chris will mean that I will want to go into Sarina and see my friends, so they should of known that it was going to happen sometime or another, and if I didn't have that dumb job I could of went to my friends house and my parents would of only had to make one trip!

I have a summer job, but the thing is, I didn't what the job and hear is the story of how I got the job. One weekend, I thinking a Sunday in June, I had my two best friends over and a lady calls from the orchard and is talking to my dad. I over heard the conversation and realized that he was talking to the lady about me having a summer job. I didn't want to panic and get mad because my friends were over and it is rude, so I tried not to care. My dad told me that I only had to sell fruit and that is not a bad job so I thought I could leave with it.
So far in my job I have thined apples and hoed (a stick with a blade at the end to remove unwanted things near plants). One Monday I hoed for 8 hours stairt and since I was bending over all the time I got burnt and just a strip along my lower back! Then on Tuesday I got burnt again but this time on my neck and the thing is that I was wearing sun screan ever were but there!
I only good thing is that I work with a old friend for elementry school, but sometimes he is a jerk and will listen to his music for 2 hours.
I can't wait for the stand to be open, but it is not opening for two weeks!

So last night I was trying to get into my punlishing page for blogger but it said that I wasn't registered in blogger. So of course I was getting really mad and I decied to leave and not try. This morning when I was showering I was thinking about it and I relized that I was typing in the wrong password...and i felt like the biggest retard in the world.