Walking upside down

The thoughts and experiences of a confuessed, innocent sheltered catholic girl

Saturday, December 15, 2001

Last night I went to my best friends semi formal. I saw people who went to my elementry school which I had seen in two years. I elementry I wsa never the most popular girl, but I was neither the least. I was always was afraid and nervous. I always was afraid of what every one thought of me. Last year I was the same person, but this year I don't really care as much. I don't want people to hate me of think that I am a bitch, so I try to be the nicest person I can. Last night I got to the dance and I just started to dance without anyone around. I was doing some dance moves I would never do before. I wasn't durty if that is what you are thing. I would go up and talk to all the people who I would of last year thought twice to go and talk to. I;m proud of myself becuase I have over come my fear of people think I'm "weird" or "uncool". I don't think I'm "weird" or "uncool" and I don't think my friends think that either and that is all that matters to me.