Walking upside down

The thoughts and experiences of a confuessed, innocent sheltered catholic girl

Friday, June 27, 2003

So last night I had a soccer game, like every Thursday night. We played against a team which is bascily made up of girls which go to my school. I live about a half an hour from my school, so therefore I play for a team which all of the girls from my elementry school, infact, the "most popular" girl from my elementry school is on my school team and is the coaches daughter. I think that when she goes to the game and sits she wants to get the boys attention and she doesn't even care what is going on the in game. She tries to be the biggest flirt in the whole entire world. Then when she is on the field she will punch people and beat people, or just spanz and swear at everyone...erg, It just makes our whole entire team look stupid and bad. Every person on my team hates the fact she is like is. She is so stupid. I have no idea why I looked up to her in elementry school and wanted to be her. She is so stupid and fact. She gets whatever she wants, I just wish that someone would tell her how stupid she looks and how nobady likes her when she acts so stupid. I well be honest, sometimes when I am in town and I see her she is extermly nice, but I don't really know if it is just a show or if she really likes me, only beucase she has been fact her whole life.

I hate to be mean, but what are people like this thinking. It has to be the worest when someone act so stupid when they play sports but is totally different person outside of sports. Is it just a show they put on to inpress you or what. All I know is the I can't stand it...erg

Thursday, June 26, 2003

Why is it so hot outside, and why do I refuse to wear shorts. You know the feeling when you go shopping, but you seem to not be able to find anthing that you really like, well that is that it was been like for me when I go shoping for the past couple of month, but it is not like I don't like the clothes it is that I don't what to end up having the same clothes as everyone else. It is just so frusterating, I wish i knew about some secert store which nobody else knew about and then I could by all of my clothes their and nobody would ever have anything like, but we all know that those companies don't exist, it would truly make life alot easier though.

ERG!! Do you ever find that all you do is clean up after people. In my house hold I am the youngest and only female which is a child to be living at home. I have a 19 and a 22 year old brothers. You would think that they are that old that they would understand that when one comes home from being somewhere and takes off their shoes that one would place their shoes on the shoe rack. Just something small and simple, nothing to hard to ask for, but no, my brothers don't realise that it makes the house look like a mess, so they just leave their shoes lying around the house waiting for myself or my mother to come along and clean up after them. It is not just their shoes being left behide, it is their dishes which don't make it to the dish washer, or their dirty closes which stay in the bathroom instead of going to the hamper, or putting away the blanket downstairs after one has watched t.v. Erg, it has to be one of the most annoing things a guy to do.

So if you are a guy or even a messy girl, please put forth an effort to clean up after yourself, beucas you are creating twice the amount of work for someone else, and let's be serious, what is the little amount of time it will take you to put your shoes away than for one person to put away all six pairs of your shoes. ERG

It has been a very long time since I have blogged, but over the past couple of weeks many things have happened to me which I fell I need to express myself in a certain manor. The only thing which came to mind was my blog. I have grown up since I had originally started my blog page and now I know that I can find the time to express my feelings. My page might not be the nicest or the coolest, but I couldn't really care less, all I need it for is to relieve what I have been feeling that I have been walking upside down.